IM DEAD 



no mood chase alr la sorry haha
why you don't like her?!??



i hate how we're not close anymore
it just bugs me. and i can't do anything because i can't.
urghhhh. pissing me off

you also aren't trying. sigh



erp boarding is over.
sick lah



hi i realized that this blog is very emo so i am going to make it un-emo

lololol

..i dunno la what do people post about

okay this post is special because there are virtually no caps and no punctuation marks
iknorite

lololol

sigh 2 weeks gone in rlp
it's so tiring -.-
but fun...i don't wanna leave rlp lol

guitar is really damn fun la. I dunno. Spent most of the day playing guitar.

Yesterday played pool until 3+ with daniel dion jonah colin ho wern and co. Sigh like play pool so much lol.. I missed tuition today morning cause woke up too late.

Gah that reminds me , my roommate listened to this damn nice music last night. Some acoustic guitar shit. Damn nice. I wanna hear it lol.

Did you notice the caps and punctuation marks coming back in.
Lol habit.
Lololol.
Ai ya got nth to post la ok this blog is not emo k thx



this blog is totally not emo :D



Today, was gonna be the day, that they're gonna throw it back to you.
Today , is a new day. The first day of a new life. 
Today, everything changed. Today, I realized something very important. 
By now, you should've somehow realised whatcha gonna do.
I know now. I am going to spend every waking moment of my life around the guitar. 
Earlier on, up to about half an hour ago, I had dreams, delusions about becoming a famous musician, guitarist, rockstar. 
But now I know that ain't possible. 
Unless I start working really hard. And this was the breaking point. 

About twenty minutes ago , I found out that my band did not make it into the semi-finals of a local Rockband competition. 
And, for some reason, I wasn't surprised. No. 
I realised that I'm just not good enough. 
And boy, do I plan to change that. 

I'm looking forward to a new tomorrow :)



Maahhh.
The holidays are here.
joy, right?
Emmm..
I don't know. I feel very lost.
So much homework.
Blah.

Where am I going in life?
I feel very confused.
Like I am leading a futile existence.
(I feel that this is a very pessimistic way of living though, and I do try to change my mindset)

But still.
Gah.
I don't know where I'm going in life.
What do I want to do when I grow up?
Honestly, I want to make it big with my band.

I know the chances of this happening is slimmer than a slim jim, but I believe that we will make it big.
If there's a will, there's a way, right?

But if we do make it big, and forty years from now we're known as legends in the music industry, will I truly be happy?
I don't know.

this post is so sad.

Maybe it's cause we have so much homework.

I still don't really understand the point of homework.

I want to be a rock star.

You may say this is futile, you suck at guitar, your band sucks, whatever you want to say. That I'll never make it big.

Well I guess if in 20 years, my band and I don't appear on TV or in the papers, then you'll be right.

But I hope not. :)
And I don't believe that you're right either. :)

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Maybe I can't accept the fact that the June Holidays are here because of everything that's happening.

All the homework.
The concert that Colin has planned.
The two competitions that we're probably taking part in.
(Shit how many days do we have left?)
And.. it doesn't feel like the June Holidays.
Don't know anymore.

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And RLP.
Oh joy.
That is one thing I'm looking forward to.
^_^

Well until next time,
yammy



Lololololol.



DEAD ALERT..DEAD ALERT.

Okay wassup dudes and dudettes who are reading this blog!

Okay I just wanna say to ignore that ranty post down there about how I suck at guitar and everything.
Meh it was an emo day for me.

OKAY ON TO THE IMPORTANT STUFF.

Anyway, Jonah and I are looking to partake in guitar classes starting from the 5th of June. Wonder how that'll be..fun , hopefully!

I'm seriously looking to be a guitarist in the future, honestly. I really feel like I have something with the guitar and hopefully I can turn that something into something big.. yeah. Lawl.

For now I'll stick with my awesome-but-pretty-dead-band!

Damn those Mid-Year Examinations.

Honestly though if I were asked to choose between MYEs and the previous format, I dunno.. I'd have to wait for the results to come back before I decide! xD

"hur hur hur" - Macbeth

Mahh nothing much to say. Imma go watch some tv and then go to sleep. Hopefully I'll get a lot of work done tomorrow!

LALALALALA GOOD BYE READERS



10 more full days.



LOL I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS ON MY RE BLOG

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Hello, faithful readers.

okay let's talk about today.
Well..
Woke up later than usual cause today no school!
R(I)JC (sic)'s good 'A' level results prompted the school to give us a break from school.
Coincidentally, on 1st of April.
Lol.

anyway.

Guitar Practice for 3 hours, then a bit of basketball then fun at home.
Watched a movie today, with Dion and Jonah.

Clash of The Titans (3D)

It was meh.
Good graphics I guess. 3D didn't really make much of a difference though. Pretty short movie. 1 hour forty-ish minutes. The storyline moved very quickly and left something to be desired. Cool effects though. And action. Not action-packed, but just action.

Meh.
Wasn't really a waste of time and wasn't a great movie either. If they expanded it by forty five minutes or half an hour, it could have been much much better.
The beginning really moved very fast >_>

Okay gonna go bathe.



blah.
does anyone actually read this blog?
lol.
Okay , let's make it read-able.

Hais.
My RE Group and I are gonna go to Chao Yang again tomorrow.
I am kind of excited. Scared that I'll pass my sickness to them though. Still coughing like crazy over here.
Hopefully it'll be a fun and fulfilling and ..what's the word? Effective? Whatever. Lesson.

Hais.
I feel that my guitar skills suck a lot. For some one who's been playing for a good two years and two months (roughly) now, I don't seem like some one , who , well, has been playing for a good two years and two months now. I do regret
doing the 'learn-intro-of-song-then-don't-give-a-shit ' bit I've been doing for the past two years now. I think
I only got serious when I started learning Sweet Home Alabama.

I guess I realised I wasn't going anywhere with the guitar when I realised that my repertoire (of songs that I could play) wasn't actually that much. Like.
If someone asked me,
HAY PLAY US A SONG 8D

A couple months ago,
What I could actually play would be
-The intros to several songs
-Basic Chord Progressions
-Classical Songs

The last one seems the only thing I'm good at , actually. ._.
I suck at the pick, compared to people like Jee Kin and even Daniel. Seriously.
Although my Finger-Picking isn't bad, I don't stand-out from the average guitarist .
Which disturbs me.
I mean.

I have a Les Paul.
I have a Line 6.

I HAVE THREE GUITARS!

I essentially have all the gear that a budding guitarist should have! And yet I'm still stuck where I am.

Hais.

I have been experimenting though. With Nail, or Hybrid picking.
Well.. it isn't bad. It's fun. I was doing it for about a week, until my nail grew out of shape and I cut it too short. Which was about a week ago. Now I've more or less moved back into fingerpicking.
Which is honestly damn annoying to play. Seriously.
Although my control over it is good, I tend to fumble a lot when noodling and it PISSES THE HELL OFF ME. (sic)

I mean.
String-skipping is easy shit with finger picking.

(Which is why Sweet Child O' Mine is a song I like to play , lol)

But noodling.. gah, noodling. It is painful not being able to hit it with fingerpicking.
Fingers are messy.

LIKE.
Messy.
Seriously.
NOT TO MENTION!
I play apoyondo, not tirando.

Where tirando is the supposedly-better-choice, as recommended by Kosta Vreto.

(Who, if you're reading this and are interested in guitars, you should totally watch on YouTube)

Well, there was that, until I recently started getting serious for guitar and I have started learning some songs seriously, like Sweet Child O' Mine.

..

Ahh where was I.

Okay I got distracted by talking to my senior about Dramafeste.

Which I am caught in a dilemma because of. (sic , again, lol)

Should I or shouldn't I?
I mean.
I want to.
But at the same time, I don't want to.

I know it'll probably be damn fun.
But.
Like.
RAH.

I rather spend the time shitting around with my friends, playing basketball, jamming and studying.
Seriously.


Okay I have ranted too much.

Yes I realised I was ranting.

Too much.

lol.


..

this is getting awkward.

Good bye.

extra:


^ My guitar standard about two weeks ago. Nail-picking used here.







Haven't posted in a really long time.

Mid-terms.
Soon.
AHH.