Maahhh.
The holidays are here.
joy, right?
Emmm..
I don't know. I feel very lost.
So much homework.
Blah.

Where am I going in life?
I feel very confused.
Like I am leading a futile existence.
(I feel that this is a very pessimistic way of living though, and I do try to change my mindset)

But still.
Gah.
I don't know where I'm going in life.
What do I want to do when I grow up?
Honestly, I want to make it big with my band.

I know the chances of this happening is slimmer than a slim jim, but I believe that we will make it big.
If there's a will, there's a way, right?

But if we do make it big, and forty years from now we're known as legends in the music industry, will I truly be happy?
I don't know.

this post is so sad.

Maybe it's cause we have so much homework.

I still don't really understand the point of homework.

I want to be a rock star.

You may say this is futile, you suck at guitar, your band sucks, whatever you want to say. That I'll never make it big.

Well I guess if in 20 years, my band and I don't appear on TV or in the papers, then you'll be right.

But I hope not. :)
And I don't believe that you're right either. :)

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Maybe I can't accept the fact that the June Holidays are here because of everything that's happening.

All the homework.
The concert that Colin has planned.
The two competitions that we're probably taking part in.
(Shit how many days do we have left?)
And.. it doesn't feel like the June Holidays.
Don't know anymore.

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And RLP.
Oh joy.
That is one thing I'm looking forward to.
^_^

Well until next time,
yammy